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uhh annie i dont know if i was ever "militant" anger issues shure headaches at the slightest of things durin process an even some now shure
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| Posted: Thu Feb 12, 2009 2:38 pm |
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| biyu wrote: | | uhh annie i dont know if i was ever "militant" anger issues shure headaches at the slightest of things durin process an even some now shure |
LOL I think you held your anger very well biyu. You still did not like broken down systems and always wanted to "fix it". That is what I mean by militant.
Indigos don't like antiquated systems or governments, a lack of human rights, anything that for obvious reasons does not work or is detrimental to a blossoming and beautiful society that we are slowly creating. We work hard to change this sort of thing. We know that this world is trying to heal and we try to aid in Gaia's recuperation in many ways. She needs our help.
I believe that Pixy is asking what you went through in your changes from an Indigo to a Crystal.
That type of personal thing can only be told by the person experiencing it. Maybe Star would like to add something also?
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| Posted: Thu Feb 12, 2009 4:54 pm |
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if i can find starry LOL tho didnt you say you were siomewhere near starting it annie?
asgfer what i specifically went thru well it started with an energy shift think full moon bout then my tailbone was on fire fer bout 3ish days or was it only 2? meh annoyied me july 19th 08 was startish on like the 3rd day i had stayied up been up fer over 30 hours those who knew me could tell i was more crystal i dont remember much specifics started the fire an moved to total calm an relaxed an i loved it --@annie an starry  fer me huh? |
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| Posted: Sat Feb 14, 2009 9:00 am |
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hey fir pix, welcome to the forum..man its seems like forever since ive been crystal but it was just this summer, lol. lemme see if i remember.
it is true that when you transition to crystal, you lose alot of the agressivenes and anger of the indigo. you basically transform the raw fire into pink compassion. b/c you understand. you will see i talk alot in imagery. for me, all the truths that i began to learn and understand in indigo, as well as true acceptance of what i was, got brought down to my heart level, my emotional level. so now, i not only understood it, i felt it. the truths, the peace. you gain this thru understanding and loving.
there is what i call raw indigos. they are so angry and they dont know why. they have passion and drive but the fire is so intense, it burns the ppl around them and b/c they dont understand it when it flares up it can rage out of control. then when you start to understand it, and the puzzle pieces start fitting together, then it starts to calm down, and then you choose to transform it into love and understanding, compassion.
pink to me in an aura is crystal love, gentleness, compassion, and harmony. it is when you gain enough truth and understanding to be able to let yourself go in love, and you love everyone unconditionally and the same. but pink by itself for this world is too fragile, pure crystals break easily. they dont understand how ppl could be so cruel, the empathic pain overwhelms them and then they shut down. you need other colors to balance out and back up the pink. blue and green are good ones. green's key word is survivor and heart strength, the masculine of pink, and blue is nurturing and sensitivity.
when you become crystal i think, you realize at the heart level that everything is perfect in its beingness, nothing left to fight or be angry at. you lose your rebellion, your defiance of everything, but you dont lose your fire, you just transform it. you find your peace. and your heart. you become very open, and loving. b/c you know and you understand. in understanding, there is no fear. and where there is no fear, the seed of love can take root. being crystal is about being just as much as knowing. so yeah. i think that is it for me. i was crystal, but it seems such a long time ago. now i am something diff, but that is just me. hope this helps, fire pix.
much love and light, star. |
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| Posted: Sun Feb 15, 2009 6:41 am |
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| or wait, were you wanting to know physical symptoms? |
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| Posted: Sun Feb 15, 2009 8:55 am |
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| Star Skye wrote: | | or wait, were you wanting to know physical symptoms? |
I think anything would help, Star. Physical symptoms would probably be good too. Pixy wants to find out all she can. Thanks BTW for the info. It also helps others who come in here and read.
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| Posted: Sun Feb 15, 2009 11:16 am |
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| annie wrote: | | It also helps others who come in here and read. |
yea i used the quote button i have somethin on copy
now then me thinks those readers should join they may get more out of the forum that way
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when youre life is a fatasy reality becomes but a dream
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Katie Davis, Author of Awake Joy: The Essence of Enlightenment