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biyu

great MORE to add i audited one of my classes WELL guess bitchy didnt like that thats a class i was having a hard time with teacher did NOT wanna teach just tequella jokes an OH YEA!!! no

book!!! he told us to RETURN the book if we had it then didnt teach much expected us to find stufff on our own i went upto him said i needed more hands on we launched word from the command line an it ended there with more hands on i specifically went to an asked i MADE AN EFFORT soo yea then i asked about a tutor an he seemed to help me some there but once we got intyo linux i became stuck agin partly cause i had no computer i could use daily WITH linux on an do the stuff i dont know well

about dual booting an i dont wanna try it on my baby who ive been configuring sence ohh like febuary (oh id say ive been configging my sapos sence 02 more like dealin with it tho) soo yea now bitchy err my mom is pissed cause i DID audit the class an i ghuess she wants me to drop the online class but uhh online i NEVER see the teacher literally tho there is contact info soo yea

an i SEEM to remember a huge "graphic arts or tech suppourt" deal thingie what won it was tech suppourt was at south graphics is ONLY downtown an tech made more little bit but not much oh AND im usted ta beein in specal ed yea excuses meh i know i told one of my teachers it she err my mom DIDNT WANT me to sign-up fer the specal ed stuff

tarotgirl

welcome to real world biyu child!!! College is not considered special edd.

biyu

yea i know think tho that she woulda thought of it tho? i mean i ALLWAYS had the option to take my assessments in the specal ed room to have them read to me i like never used it but it was sttill an option i could like ALLWAYS take whatever time i needed/wanted fer assignments some teachers gave a deadline then id be marked late but i would still get points for it oh AND the kicker? i was in ALL regular classes soo hmm i wonder sound like an indigo they didnt know what to do with? LOL well i know one teacher to watch out fer now an hopefully i can talk my mom into the full schedule i had planned like the 2nd week i tryied findin out if i could switch the online to in person none at the campus i an kinda stuck at soo cant say i didnt try with that class i shoulda dropped it right then BUT "noo youll loose insurance" an yea well it SOUNDS like just cause ive auted this ONE class ive lost my insurance ugh i doubt ill get hurt unless theres something i need to learn from it i dont remember ever having a broken bone shure i brused my ancle DURING PACERS soo yea (there these things you go back an forth well THAT too i usially picked the section thingie with yoga got the same teacher she is awesome i would get the 5 or 7 i could get most were dooin 20 or 30 or more then walk back an forth kinda ish occasionally try dooin one at current speed aka more/less running the one i hurt myself was a fer the heack of it i was dooin a turn oh then too lol i kinda had to get out of the way my clever way? i rooled as i couldnyt really use my foot ancle hurt like HELL soo yea everything was sifuated tho it was winter hmm musta been 04ish if my uncle got his carolla in 05 an i REMEMBER him pickin me up in the truck i had him pull up cause the curb would make it that muck easyier i bet the teacher can look back an laugh tho i was kinda a baby about it i know im kinda laughing ancles still semi-inflamed like2%ish id guess it will not be like the outher within the month id guess --well really i wanna say never but id hate to say that especally knowing whats happened even sence the start of july soo im puttin at unlikely ti be soon tho it dosent hurt)

oh an while were on my pains LOL also factors in my temper which really i still think i was atleast semi-right in my thoughts soo i decided to play duck hunt (yea i have a working nes so what? i LOVE it need more gun games jus hogans alley+pissed=shooting innocents NEED duck hunt) the gun wasnt where i KNEW i had it the day before i look around the area not where i looked i know we have 2 cats i cheaked logical places in the area didnt find it soo i decide to call my mom i called her 16 times EACH went to voice mail (not 1 ring not answering NOO i wait fer voicemail--3 rings if phones not on usially then voicemail) she didnt answer soo i got a bit pissed some reason i punched the tv dont remember why but i did then LOOKIE i found my zapper immadetaly there after rofl

huh? so if i mention punchin the tv chancs are its from that now if youre wondering if i got a bruse yea i did the next mornin--this was nightish-- but ytho it hurt like a bitch meh let it censor tho it did (ok prolly exaggeratin) i managed to work it to ohh like gone ifnot gone within like 2 hours of gettin up an findin out it was there my trick? make it hurt i THINK a bruse is formed by a pooling if the blood maby makin crap up meh anywho thats what i did made it hurt an the like lol the sevirtity? well 2 of my nuckles not as prominate as outher 2 it looked like i had 3 not 4 nuckles

an you see why im narcy bout having my phone ON me an on now?? NOT the first nor the last time ive called her about a dozen times to hear "you have reached an automatic message system phone-number is not avalable now to page this person press 5 now or you may leave a message after the tone" about the "have" ive hungup i think thats the full version i use custom ones with my voice tho an i change them every few months or so last one was OVER a year old thought was changed about april oh an lol im past due fer a new ringtone soo yea

i should stfu meh jus annoys me when i make an EFFORT to be reachable an another there phone is usially dead if there one of the 2 people i call the most WHAT GOOD DOS IT DO??? ive actually called my uncle sayin i couldnt get ahold of her i kinda hope he atleast tells her to CHARGE HER PHONE oh THEN they get mad when i break phones uhh you think its easy on someone with anger issues to have to call someone 16+times just fer a 3 min convo i mean REALLY??? if we didnt have unlimited mobile to mobile chances are weed be like OURT of muney from how many times id try to call her i just hope target gets better soon (when the pick-n-save by our house was first built it was iffy oin reception but in time it got better soo yea hopin target dos too) oh!! speaking lol i can kinda boost my phone signal energy or sumthin dont *fully* know how i do it but if i want to i can i usially do it at target if i need to call someone me an my mom have the EXACT same model phone my uncle too hees had his like a week longer then weve had ours yet IM the one expected to know how tio change a ringtone oh AND the user manual "babys first phone" ugh gimmie a few technical things somethin i have ta look up well that was the first i looked at an needlessly to sauy im prolly not lookin at another fer awhile soo yea i play around an i learn

ok ill stfu now general rantin fer the most part old complaints some funny memories

tarotgirl

LMAO @ biyu. if you called me 16 times you would be so in trouble. 2 times is enough!

biyu

if you ANSWERED the first time id have no need for the outher 15 times

an yesterday? i tryied callin my mom STRAIGHT to voicemail its like how many phones must i break to prove the point? im kinda nuts bout having my phone on me an charged i jus want the same from her i mean cell phones are so people are easyier to contact right? what good do they do dead? yea LOL its pathetic huh? meh i have insurance on my plan an they DONT make my phone anymore soo IF i break it i would get a new one hmm maby an iphone? required media plan on it HAH! i have the media plan now i can text amewrican numbers think iuts covered i think i can even iom on my phone tho why bother? texting hah! lol an unlimited downloads ahh im ion heaven---get bored? phone browser to mobilerated.com free games fer me outhers mat get charged fer downloading them

biyu

ok im back to "oh REALLY??" reason being my mom gave me a gift 1 month 1 at a time unlimited netflicks rental thingie WELL i THOUGHT it said that she would be at fault if i didnt return a movie--i plan on dooin att watch on computer ones not actually really renting any-- well turns out a credit card was needed i showed her she punched in her well its a card of herd i like they nolonger make like them soo yea kinda suprised you need it for a GIFT but meh beats searching youtube or the wires for indie films like LOL indigo

tarotgirl

so many things out there that effect us in so many ways i find it hard to think at times.
so why bother.

biyu

LOL dont wanna live in auto-pilot tho do ya? i doubt itd do anythin to remotely "help" my memory LOL soo yea i think there are times thought isnt that good well in the sence we dont want condfused people i read some agreement to join some forum well it was laced with

thats the ONLY one im reading soo yea

biyu

ok im back to a kinda what the

kinda mood thing eirlighter someone in indigo INSIDSTED on knowing my age said couldnt sleep withought knowing well i called bull on it then went all

you whore stuff on me an yea so i pasted the convo onto indigo main chat then that one posted ALTERED logs of stuff soo yea then someone put me on ignore so i got irked even moreso switched to biyu was STILL on ignore it seemed dragged meaning in did some spamming helped me too little talked to someone of it they even said THEY woulda been irked from it soo yea that talk chilled that from me i jus dont get why they think age is SOO important

then later i talk to one of my friends he mentions some gathering with friends i mention that i never get the invite even fer such things (i mean im open an honest with them allways was soo yea its like they dont even care enough to alert or that i mean chances are i couldnt go anywho but make some effort show you care) soo yea then he demands i change things about me --most of them have faded or arent as noticable soo i asked him making people aware ive felt things an that i got stubbourn about it i KNOW i did (when atleastt once youve had to essientally lock up like a while leg so you could walk withought too much pain yea things like that will be mentioned) he REFUSED or dang near to even alert them of it

what the

makes it fair to demand someone change so they can join there friends an there are people that need to be "convinced" that the one person will be ok there ESPECALLY when it seem there will be litrtle to benefit the one allegadally changing? (

i wanna cry even more) soo yea what good is there in gooin to be with my friends when ill need to hide what im feeling? hide who it is i am? they SHOULD be my friends they SHOULD be the ones i trust with my life right now it feels like theres only really one person thats THERE an another thats really close then many outhers who i really trust an sadly i dont think any are from the group that i claim as my "friends" its those i KNOW i love those id do next to anything to defend manyy even if it hurt me 1 definately even if it KILLED me

soo yea i mentioned that if they need to be convinced maby there not worth my time or the like then we got to talking hid shadow side seemed to come out fer a sec he recognised it as a demon but it faded i mentioned was likely shadow side was like out to be healed soo yea oh an he i guess mooched some energy from me to take himself yup actually round then his shadow came out said he should have sucked me dry jus cause he could soo i said i prolly could kill him with one of my stars --i knoew one with no intent hurt the one i sent it to soo figure i coiuld do a negative intent easily as i could a posative one i jus CHOOSE nott to do the negative we went back an forth he wanted to test a thery so i sent him an orb see what happens maby itill knock him to his sences ugh im jus having a fit over a huge load of

but yea

back to the whole is it really fair to require someont to change who they ARE when noones gonna do

i mean if i agree to the last bit thats likely left then i wanna know ill alspo feel comfortable enough that i can share what it is im feeling i know with starry an scout atkleasty i can share it i feel comfortable enough with lightnin an a few outhers too (sounds bad but i trust them too is the bottom line) these ones tho they should be my friends still if they want me to just reject it im gonna have to refuse to i mean these gifts they ARE part of me why force me to ditch that especally even just to look like i fit in soo yea

Rev/Scout · Site Admin

I hear ya biyu. It is very hard to deny who we really are, even if it is to fit in. Gifts are just that, gifts. They were meant for sharing, not suppressing. If your friends are really your friends they will accept you for who you are and love you for being you. I know a few of us that do. Very Happy

Rev/Scout